Birthday over for a week already.
I am officially 20!
Special thanks to great friends n family whom helped celebrated my birthday!
Promise photos to be updated soon.

Thanks to:

2030. Received their present the first. Jolie especially, for the nice decorated card. I totally love it! MUACKS!

My family n relatives. they gathered to help me celebrate my birthday.

Shiyng n ru for helping me celebrate it on the exact day! love u girls! 12 years of friendship or even more, and still going strong! Really thankful to have the both of u. Although now we dont meet often, but always feel as close as ever! =)

Sean for spending time to talk to me over skype during dat day, although I know u were busy preparing for your papers. Of cos not forgetting that present that took a long plane journey to singapore. I think the shipping is expensive!

Lastly, everyone who wished me happy birthday! =D

I made 3 birthday wishes this year. will they come true?

Anyway, I've started working already, if some of u still doesnt know. Work is good so far but pretty tiring. Motivation are pay days and weekends n public holidays! =)) Read more!

DIPLOMA AWARDED!! =D I'm finally a graduate from SP.

Well, I was expecting A for LabManagement and Advanced Organic Chem. But ended up getting B+. But something makes me real proud! I finally gotten my FIRST distinction. I also never expect to get B+ for ICP. This is totally miracle. haha.

Although cumulative gpa kinda lousy, but I'm so happy to finally complete my diploma. Not sure if I could get into NTU with this result.. But anyhow, get a job first! I'm job hunting now. Went to Wyeth for interview ytd but I didn't quite like the position they offered me. And Tuas is damn far. But I think I must remain flexible as most MNC or famous companies are all at that area. Wish me gd luck ok? I just applied for Abbott and I hope they will shortlist me for the interview.. =)

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Attended my 2nd driving lesson today.. It is fun. So far, I pretty enjoy. But den, my legs are tired. Next lesson will be coming tuesday! =D Read more!

Currently at Singapore General Hospital, waiting for my mum to finish her eye operation. gosh, I'm here for almost 3 hours. Really bored. so luckily I brought my laptop here!

Oh! This is like my 3rd week of holiday. Have started sending out resumes to apply for jobs. But so far, no news. So sad. Must get a job soon or I will be too bored and super broke. I havent been doing much catching up with friends, except for melissa, fiona, serena and friends. The rest are either in university or working. So when I'm free on weekdays, they are not!

Anyway, I am starting driving lesson on wed.. Very excited! Hope to get my licence soon. den i could drive my godmum's car.. OOPPS!

My New Zealand cousin, Dan, is coming to Singapore for holiday this year end. He will be here for close to 2 months. So I will try to entertain him during this period. I seriously dunno where to bring him to as I myself cant appreciate Singapore attractions much. I guess compared to Auckland, Singapore is rather small and anyone can finish exploring the whole of it in like 2 weeks! It will be a hard time planning for plenty of activities for him. Anyone organising chalet or bbq during year-end, pls tell me! den i can bring him there.. HAHAHA.

Will be uploading some photos soon on my outings with some great friends!

I wanna go KBOX again! It is do addictive. I still prefer to hear my singing than melissa's. The past two times I went out with her, she sang non-stop. And I really mean, non-stop. She could sing for the whole day, without even feeling tired or bored. Super high. But it did keep us entertained. Somehow I enjoy it.. LOL! Read more!

In a few weeks time, I will be graduating and moving onto a new kind of life. It is confirmed that I will officially start working as a full-time. I am still not sure which industry to venture in.. Pharmaceutical? Fragrance? Cosmetics? Research? I shall apply everything that I think is relevant, Den see which company is gg to accept me! My aim shall me to learn new things and gain job experiences. I had roleplay interview last week. It was not a real job interview. It is just one of my language module.. haha. Ms Khoo posted this qns, "what will you see yourself in 5 years time?" Hmmm... Maybe I should start thinking abt this harder. But one thing, I know I want to have a gd career by then and a stable relationship. I often receive comments from working adults that time pass very fast once u start working. SO i guess it will be really fast.. haha Read more!

Yesterday was totally fun and enjoyable! I actually prepared to study after my practical lesson. But den, I ended up going for movie, arcade and shopping! haha. I nv played so hard for so many months already. I went to watch the movie UP, played the japanese daiko drum at arcade with renyu and jeslyn and den went shopping with jieting! I spent a lot of money. But I love the feeling of using all the money. OOPS! i bought an ESPRIT top at $ 79.00 less 25%! Ytd was totally a day for de-stress..

anw, the japanese daiko drum was so fun! but i jus couldn't master it. i thought the suntec city's machine more easy to play.. haha. I will master it soon! =D Read more!

FYP report down. I thought everything will be more relax after submission of the report. But I'm wrong.. so many upcoming tests, need to prepare for FYP presentation and unknowingly, it will be time to take my last exams in poly..

Yiying, must really Jia You! =D Read more!

I was LUCKY! I was studying at national library last sat. There was ndp parade dat day and at the end of the everything, I saw fireworks! The view was pretty good and I could see most of it. I am looking forward to the fireworks festival. I wanna go! I missed it last year cos of exam. This year no matter what also must go see!! =D

1 more week to fyp report submission. 3 more weeks to fyp presentation. 4 more weeks to exam.. 6 more weeks to graduation! JIA YOU! Read more!

today i was at changi airport swensens having dinner with jieting. we saw a very cute little girl near our table. and i was making funny faces and everything to her. after dat we realised the mother of this girl was our sec sch chem teacher.. but we did not approach her cos i knew she had a bad impression of our class and i doubt she remembers us. although i scored well for her subject k! haha.

oh yes! i was told about this really hilarious story. dis is so unbelievable! i'm wondering if dis person has split personalitiesss. notice is not jus one but many.....

someone says i'm going to receive present after 3rd august, which is after my fyp submission. =D Read more!

I need to cut down on eating.. I ate a lot on last weekend. Sat went geylang had frog leg porridge at 11pm. came home celebrated my daddy's bday and cut cake. and after eating everything, i went to bed at 3am. Sun evening went fish n co to celebrate daddy's bday. haha. interestingly, it seems like every month my family and relatives will have meet-up session. This month we gathered to celebrate my daddy's bday. nxt month will my godmum's, following months will have more birthdays to come.. It is nice meeting up with cousins and the uncles n aunties.. except for dat irritating cousin =@

anyhow, i keep reminding myself to JIA YOU for the last 5 weeks. after dat, I will be free!!! friends are encouraging, i really love them.. thx for making me feel I'm loved by everyone. Read more!

my lecturer told me something ytd..

Mrs Choo: I think you will make a good teacher. Has anyone told you before?
Me: Really?? You are the first to say this.
Mrs Choo: Have you thought of becoming one?
Me: Erm... not really. I thought of it when i was younger, but no longer..
Mrs Choo: Oic. So what do u intend to do after u graduate...
so we went blah blah blah..
and she said something in the end..
Mrs Choo: I am sure you will make a good worker wherever you go, with your positive attitude and cheerfulness. Good upbringing from your parents.. haha

I am sure my parents will be damn proud if they hear dis.

Speaking, I really think I've grown mature over the years. I was more dependent back in my sec sch days. Maybe at that time there were not many deicisions I need to make, and everything went through smoothly. Everything was planned my my parents.. I think poly has made me grown to become independent. I realise picking up from mistakes will make a person even stronger.

Dr Lim shared something really interesting to the class about SARAH. He said...

Sad: when you get bad results, u get sad.
Angry: After dat you get angry.
Reject: Then you start to reject it.
Accept: But after sometime, you learn to accept.
Hope: After accepting, then you there will be hope.

I really agree to this saying.. It applies to everything in life.. If people are able to accept things and make improvements, den it is really hope. Read more!

读了几个朋友的blog. 我真的真的非常想念她们. 但不懂她们是否也一样, 一起出门时会想起我, 提起我, 就算是那么一点我就满足了. 朋友之间的感情和默契好像真的需要好多时间来经营的. 但我现在真的非常no life. 跟本没多少时间和他们出门. 希望到我比较有空时才找她们不会太迟吧! 我还是想告诉她们, 我真的很想念和大家出门, high翻天, 唱ktv, 拍几百张照片, 有说有笑的日子. Read more!

i'm so glad i have a study kaki again.. she is wong jie ting! chiong-ing report and studying with her presence simply makes me feel much more interesting. i can gossip to her abt the "seed" and she will always laugh like mad. now she knows almost everything already. i feel rather bad to gossip and reveal so many things abt the "seed". but den, i got no self-control.

If you cannot improve on the silence, then keep your mouth shut. -said by dr lim during lecture last week. Read more!

I feel slightly able to breathe now.. because my fyp report deadline is on 3rd august.. means I still have time.. but still can't take it lightly.. anyhow, i finally gt praised by my supervisor. she's pleased with my performance.. she knows I'm trying very hard.. =)) i feel much more motivated now.. my MST results sucks. although I didn't fail any module, but is bad enough cos all C, except one is B+.. I will put in my best for the final exam. Read more!

everyone's talking about shopping! Tell all of you something, I am quite rich now since I haven't been doing any shopping and hanging outside. I wanna do shopping, since it is GSS. Sales everywhere. But I couldn't find the time, even if I have the time, I am too tired to come out. Oh, I suddenly sound so homely.... Read more!

I'm gg to dedicate every of my time to FYP and study from now till I graduate.

Thx Ting and Sean for always lending me a pair of listening ears. You all have been really encouraging. Also not forgetting friends that specially sms/msn to ask me to jia you! I really didn't expect this from some cos we ain't close at all to start with. But dey actually msn me to encourage me. Isn't this very sweet? Plain friendship can be really nice too. Some closer friends may not have done this. Maybe not even notice it. Anyhow, I feel appreciated. I can and will be able to make it!! =)

Comments from some that I look tired and listless nowadays. I guess its true because I feel weak. I totally have no appetite this whole week. I tried to eat delicious food, but end up I didn't even finish half. So I have been drinking fruit juice and milk to fill my stomach. My appetite pls come back. Read more!

I wished this person had not told me about all the secrets. It really freaks me out in some way.. Ok, I noe I sound really bad, but this is really how I feel.. This is really too big a secret. I would rather keep guessing and act blur than to know everything.. Now, I can't act blur anymore because the person has told me this secret. And I must continue to listen to all this.. Worse thing is when ppl ask me about this, I can't tell them the truth.. Well, guess only Jieting knows what I'm saying. Read more!

Two motivating quotes to freshen myself.. =)

"One important key to success is self-confidence. An important key to self- confidence is preparation." -- Arthur Ashe

"Don't give up at half time. Concentrate on winning the second half." -- Coach Paul Read more!

Three MST papers down.. So far it sucks.. well, is not that I didn't study, but I was really careless and I wasn't in a right state of mind to carefully analyse the questions.. I think tmr's one won't go well also cos there's too many things to memorise..

I'm losing willpower.. I don't think I will be able to do well for this final semester.. Although I know clearly this is my last chance to pull up the whole gpa.. But I feel so tired already.. So many assignments to hand up, study end up also cant do well for tests.. Work so hard to get my fyp report drafts done, but in the end my supervisor say it is messy and not systematic.. No words of praise at all.. All nasty comments only.. I know I need to do well, but this time, am I able to make it? I really doubt my capabilities.. I've never doubt on myself so much.. This is the first time feeling so dishearten and no confidence in myself..

PCCC paper tmr.. I'm still struggling at chapter 1.. Two more chapters to go.. Sure dont need slp before 4am. Totally no mood to study.. Or maybe I shd get MC den dont need to test.. Read more!

MST! one word, SIAN! I've got many things to study.. i'm sure to screw up for csl's module. -.- anyway, i can't wait to complete my diploma.. I'm gg to start learning piano again.. and self-learn guitar.. I'm also to start saving money for holiday trip next year and to buy a cello.. den by the time i complete my flute grade 8, i can start learning one more instrument.. WHEE!!! I'm excited! my sis gonna get a guitar soon.. faster pls! i cant wait.. sean don't mind teaching me, but he's only coming back in october.. my sis's boyfriend could teach us a bit maybe.. Cynthia, u teach me also? haha.. anyway, i miss you and peishi so much.. Sorry I've been really busy, couldn't find a suitable time to catch up.. I will try to arrange a time soon, before cyn will be busy for university.. Other friends, I will try try try also.. Is really difficult to cope with so many things.. Lastly, if any friends don't mind teaching me guitar, let me noe.. =)

I guess for the time being, lecture notes will be my soulmate. and fyp report will be my lover. HAHAHA. Read more!

Yuuki showed me two blogs recently. I thought I could share with everyone here.

I am not sure if you have read about this case on Charmaine, a 4 year old girl, suffering from a 4th stage neuroblastama. They are currently raising a fund of US $350,000 for this girl to go treatment in New York. I really hope a generous big organisation will fund her. or maybe any kind person who strike first prize TOTO to pls donate a portion out.

By the way, this is the link. http://ourfeistyprincess.com/fundraising_web.php They have fundraising campaign and maybe everyone could pass this ard and create awareness. Maybe we could help this little girl..

Another blog I've seen was about one parents, who lost three kids.. 2 were stillborn, and one came to the world and left within one day..


I think I am very ignorant.. Almost everything I will complain about. and now I have many complains about my stressful education.. But what are all this minute things.. Aren't we much more fortunate as compared to many who were brought to this world for only a short period of time. At least I am able to attend school, learn new knowledge, make friends.. I don't need to have painful tubes around me and fight scary illness. I should really treasure everything.. And after reading this, I promise to love my family even more.. I know how important am I to them.. Read more!

I am super super stress. Know wad, I didn't really sleep ytd. I was rushing for my report draft all the way untl 7am. proceed to slp until abt 10am. den prepared and headed to school to hand in. hopefully the report is ok. stil got one month to submission. must really buck up! Read more!

Things are different now. Seriously, i think we no longer click. We don't seem to understand each other anymore too. Who has changed? Izzit me? Read more!

Busy, busy and more busy.. Everyday is SCHOOL or FYP REPORT. It seems like the report is never-ending.. spent so many donkey weeks doing, but still not to satisfaction. So many rooms for improvement..
Btw, I'm finacially stressed up. My flute fees has increased to $214.00 per month due to advancement to grade 7. Totally shit. GSS is very tempting.. there are so many sales but I can't afford to buy anything.. SAD! Read more!

Happy Birthday Melissa Lin Shi En =) Read more!

Hannah Montana Movie

Hannah Montana is nice! ppl who love HSM should watch this..
the songs are really nice.. and I don't really know Miley Cyrus until today man!
ok. i noe i'm outdated and stuff.. anyway, i think she's great! Read more!

thx for all the encouragement.. although it was just a short and simple email, but it actually motivated me.. =) Read more!

Whee! Take a look at the amount of things I've researched and studied for my FYP. actually dere's more as a lot are online databases.. and of cos some of the books I've returned to library already.. Anyhow, I'm proud of myself! hahaha

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STRESS & FYP CURSE

STRESS!! I'm suffocating already.. The amount of work I need to do during the holiday is HELL LOT!! DIS IS CRAZY!!

- FYP report
- ICP report
- LM report
- AOC Assignment
- cGMP Assignment
- Study for MST : 4 modules

And whats more, I still need to go back to school for FYP and extra lessons.

Well, I guess this will mean less time with family and friends for the time being. I am so sorry if I have to turn down you guy's dates.. I guess I wont have much time for movie and shopping.. Maybe a dinner or two will be fine..

I am like preparing for war now.. A war with time.. This is expected to last for another 3 months! I will conquer everything!! Conquer the stupid FYP CURSE!!

Oh, I've yet to tell you guys about my FYP curse! I think FYP is really a suay suay thing! DAMN IT! Many unfortunate stuff has happened to me, and maybe my group members also.. Take a look and you will noe how eventful izzit.

• The anticipated, Clevenger apparatus that cost $300 was of no help to our FYP
• The GC/MS auto-injector stopped working sometime back. We had to inject all the samples manually
• One of my member nearly got kicked out from the course
• During the holidays, I was the only one turning up for FYP everyday
• I lost my thumbdrive 2 weeks ago and it contained my report. I didn't do a backup. So, I had to redo some parts.
• Hambaly's father got warded in hospital few weeks ago
• Yuuki's laptop broke down ytd. She doesn't have an extra laptop nor desktop. Means cannot do the fyp report until it is fixed. Luckily she did a backup of her report.
• Hambaly got into another accident ytd and he's injured, resting at home now

Actually there are somemore things. I wish nothing else will happen to all of us until we finish the whole FYP.

P.S. I do not know if I have the time to change my blogskin. So, pls bear with this at the moment. Read more!

i've gotten feedback from a friend that my blog photos are too small..
ooops.. maybe i should change to a new blogskin den..

today is one of the very rare occasion where I'm back from sch so early! For the past few months, I've been staying in sch till 5 or 6pm every weekday, even during school days.. It was mentally and physically tired.. Thankfully my fyp is finishing, just need to do one last experiment during the holiday.. Now the main thing is report.. My report will sum up to at least 100 pages.. like WOW! Read more!

Congrats to Peishi and Cynthia.. They are my greatest friends in Poly.. Always never forget me even though we were only classmates for 1 year..

Congrats Jieting! She is my best friend, always here for me.. Never fail to entertain me with her super funny laughters and always motivating me.. No photo of me n her because I couldn't attend her graduation ceremony due to stupid timetable clash. But nxt time u still must attend mine! LOL

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the hottest topic now is GRADUATION...
Saw many of my friends graduation photos uploaded on facebook and blogs..
Well, I have a bit of mixed-feeling as I'm supposed to have graduated too..

I'm supposed to be graduating with all of them..
take photos with my friends, teachers and ex-classmates..
take photos with my family..
But well, I will get the chance, but it will be next year..

Tmr is DCP graduation day.. I'm going to take photos with Cynthia and Peishi and maybe some others.. Thursday is Jieting's graduation day.. CONGRATS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO'VE GRADUATED! I FEEL PROUD AND HAPPY FOR ALL OF YOU! =D

Nevertheless, I'm happy to be able to finish my diploma soon..
This is in another 3 months plus time..
After been through so much, I'm finally at the last lap..
JIA YOU YING! =) Read more!

i finally got to experience singapore flyer, thx to the student promo which is only $10 per entry..
Hmm... It was a nice experience I must say..
As promised, photos have been uploaded! =D

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seems like i've been forgotten...
well, is always the case...
its ok, yiying... Read more!

I'm very stressed up by school..
I realise I'm working with a bunch of lazy people..
And the worse thing I'm grouping with them for quite a number of assignments n practical..
I hate the idea of grouping according to register number..

I'm already busy enough for my FYP..
and all this ppl, they either have finished their FYP or barely started..
so aren't they suppose to share the work burden with me?
But the fact is I am doing almost everything!
Sigh.. what a miserable life I have and what a good life they are having!

I'm going flyer with rena n biyu on friday.. Is only $10 for students now till end of the month.. So friends, wanna go must be fast! But remember, is only applicable for STUDENTS. Read more!

Revived!

My blog has revived..

In any case you still have my blog link and happen to come in, you will be able to see my posts again!

Why start blogging again?
I do not know why too. I suddenly have the urge to blog again.. Also, I realise blogging is useful in a way I could convey all my thoughts here to my friends out there as some things are difficult to say from word of mouth..

In any way, if you are concerned about how I am doing, do visit my blog often.. =) Read more!