Three MST papers down.. So far it sucks.. well, is not that I didn't study, but I was really careless and I wasn't in a right state of mind to carefully analyse the questions.. I think tmr's one won't go well also cos there's too many things to memorise..

I'm losing willpower.. I don't think I will be able to do well for this final semester.. Although I know clearly this is my last chance to pull up the whole gpa.. But I feel so tired already.. So many assignments to hand up, study end up also cant do well for tests.. Work so hard to get my fyp report drafts done, but in the end my supervisor say it is messy and not systematic.. No words of praise at all.. All nasty comments only.. I know I need to do well, but this time, am I able to make it? I really doubt my capabilities.. I've never doubt on myself so much.. This is the first time feeling so dishearten and no confidence in myself..

PCCC paper tmr.. I'm still struggling at chapter 1.. Two more chapters to go.. Sure dont need slp before 4am. Totally no mood to study.. Or maybe I shd get MC den dont need to test..