I wished this person had not told me about all the secrets. It really freaks me out in some way.. Ok, I noe I sound really bad, but this is really how I feel.. This is really too big a secret. I would rather keep guessing and act blur than to know everything.. Now, I can't act blur anymore because the person has told me this secret. And I must continue to listen to all this.. Worse thing is when ppl ask me about this, I can't tell them the truth.. Well, guess only Jieting knows what I'm saying.