I was LUCKY! I was studying at national library last sat. There was ndp parade dat day and at the end of the everything, I saw fireworks! The view was pretty good and I could see most of it. I am looking forward to the fireworks festival. I wanna go! I missed it last year cos of exam. This year no matter what also must go see!! =D

1 more week to fyp report submission. 3 more weeks to fyp presentation. 4 more weeks to exam.. 6 more weeks to graduation! JIA YOU! Read more!

today i was at changi airport swensens having dinner with jieting. we saw a very cute little girl near our table. and i was making funny faces and everything to her. after dat we realised the mother of this girl was our sec sch chem teacher.. but we did not approach her cos i knew she had a bad impression of our class and i doubt she remembers us. although i scored well for her subject k! haha.

oh yes! i was told about this really hilarious story. dis is so unbelievable! i'm wondering if dis person has split personalitiesss. notice is not jus one but many.....

someone says i'm going to receive present after 3rd august, which is after my fyp submission. =D Read more!

I need to cut down on eating.. I ate a lot on last weekend. Sat went geylang had frog leg porridge at 11pm. came home celebrated my daddy's bday and cut cake. and after eating everything, i went to bed at 3am. Sun evening went fish n co to celebrate daddy's bday. haha. interestingly, it seems like every month my family and relatives will have meet-up session. This month we gathered to celebrate my daddy's bday. nxt month will my godmum's, following months will have more birthdays to come.. It is nice meeting up with cousins and the uncles n aunties.. except for dat irritating cousin =@

anyhow, i keep reminding myself to JIA YOU for the last 5 weeks. after dat, I will be free!!! friends are encouraging, i really love them.. thx for making me feel I'm loved by everyone. Read more!

my lecturer told me something ytd..

Mrs Choo: I think you will make a good teacher. Has anyone told you before?
Me: Really?? You are the first to say this.
Mrs Choo: Have you thought of becoming one?
Me: Erm... not really. I thought of it when i was younger, but no longer..
Mrs Choo: Oic. So what do u intend to do after u graduate...
so we went blah blah blah..
and she said something in the end..
Mrs Choo: I am sure you will make a good worker wherever you go, with your positive attitude and cheerfulness. Good upbringing from your parents.. haha

I am sure my parents will be damn proud if they hear dis.

Speaking, I really think I've grown mature over the years. I was more dependent back in my sec sch days. Maybe at that time there were not many deicisions I need to make, and everything went through smoothly. Everything was planned my my parents.. I think poly has made me grown to become independent. I realise picking up from mistakes will make a person even stronger.

Dr Lim shared something really interesting to the class about SARAH. He said...

Sad: when you get bad results, u get sad.
Angry: After dat you get angry.
Reject: Then you start to reject it.
Accept: But after sometime, you learn to accept.
Hope: After accepting, then you there will be hope.

I really agree to this saying.. It applies to everything in life.. If people are able to accept things and make improvements, den it is really hope. Read more!

读了几个朋友的blog. 我真的真的非常想念她们. 但不懂她们是否也一样, 一起出门时会想起我, 提起我, 就算是那么一点我就满足了. 朋友之间的感情和默契好像真的需要好多时间来经营的. 但我现在真的非常no life. 跟本没多少时间和他们出门. 希望到我比较有空时才找她们不会太迟吧! 我还是想告诉她们, 我真的很想念和大家出门, high翻天, 唱ktv, 拍几百张照片, 有说有笑的日子. Read more!

i'm so glad i have a study kaki again.. she is wong jie ting! chiong-ing report and studying with her presence simply makes me feel much more interesting. i can gossip to her abt the "seed" and she will always laugh like mad. now she knows almost everything already. i feel rather bad to gossip and reveal so many things abt the "seed". but den, i got no self-control.

If you cannot improve on the silence, then keep your mouth shut. -said by dr lim during lecture last week. Read more!

I feel slightly able to breathe now.. because my fyp report deadline is on 3rd august.. means I still have time.. but still can't take it lightly.. anyhow, i finally gt praised by my supervisor. she's pleased with my performance.. she knows I'm trying very hard.. =)) i feel much more motivated now.. my MST results sucks. although I didn't fail any module, but is bad enough cos all C, except one is B+.. I will put in my best for the final exam. Read more!

everyone's talking about shopping! Tell all of you something, I am quite rich now since I haven't been doing any shopping and hanging outside. I wanna do shopping, since it is GSS. Sales everywhere. But I couldn't find the time, even if I have the time, I am too tired to come out. Oh, I suddenly sound so homely.... Read more!

I'm gg to dedicate every of my time to FYP and study from now till I graduate.

Thx Ting and Sean for always lending me a pair of listening ears. You all have been really encouraging. Also not forgetting friends that specially sms/msn to ask me to jia you! I really didn't expect this from some cos we ain't close at all to start with. But dey actually msn me to encourage me. Isn't this very sweet? Plain friendship can be really nice too. Some closer friends may not have done this. Maybe not even notice it. Anyhow, I feel appreciated. I can and will be able to make it!! =)

Comments from some that I look tired and listless nowadays. I guess its true because I feel weak. I totally have no appetite this whole week. I tried to eat delicious food, but end up I didn't even finish half. So I have been drinking fruit juice and milk to fill my stomach. My appetite pls come back. Read more!

I wished this person had not told me about all the secrets. It really freaks me out in some way.. Ok, I noe I sound really bad, but this is really how I feel.. This is really too big a secret. I would rather keep guessing and act blur than to know everything.. Now, I can't act blur anymore because the person has told me this secret. And I must continue to listen to all this.. Worse thing is when ppl ask me about this, I can't tell them the truth.. Well, guess only Jieting knows what I'm saying. Read more!

Two motivating quotes to freshen myself.. =)

"One important key to success is self-confidence. An important key to self- confidence is preparation." -- Arthur Ashe

"Don't give up at half time. Concentrate on winning the second half." -- Coach Paul Read more!

Three MST papers down.. So far it sucks.. well, is not that I didn't study, but I was really careless and I wasn't in a right state of mind to carefully analyse the questions.. I think tmr's one won't go well also cos there's too many things to memorise..

I'm losing willpower.. I don't think I will be able to do well for this final semester.. Although I know clearly this is my last chance to pull up the whole gpa.. But I feel so tired already.. So many assignments to hand up, study end up also cant do well for tests.. Work so hard to get my fyp report drafts done, but in the end my supervisor say it is messy and not systematic.. No words of praise at all.. All nasty comments only.. I know I need to do well, but this time, am I able to make it? I really doubt my capabilities.. I've never doubt on myself so much.. This is the first time feeling so dishearten and no confidence in myself..

PCCC paper tmr.. I'm still struggling at chapter 1.. Two more chapters to go.. Sure dont need slp before 4am. Totally no mood to study.. Or maybe I shd get MC den dont need to test.. Read more!